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kyabetsu at 11:28am on 26/11/2006 under berlioz, family, happy birthday, happy thanksgiving, vermont
kyabetsu at 11:28am on 26/11/2006 under berlioz, family, happy birthday, happy thanksgiving, vermontFirst off, HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL! (Belatedly, but maybe you're still eating leftovers?)
Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BLUE!!! (Belatedly, but i had no int0rwebs during the travelling.)
Thirdly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VCHAN!!! (Belatedly, but i've got a theme going.)
Okay. I went to vermont. I love vermont. I love Kevin. I love kevin in Vermont. It seems so... optimistic at this point. I still need some more facts and actual commitments from my boss, but oh the possibilities!
On a less euphoric note, my beautiful boy, BERLIOZ got out while i was up in Vermont and go his TAIL stuck in ... something sharp?? The bone is exposed and the vet is talking about amputation. he's currently heavily bandaged (much to his annoyance) and may be loosing about 4 inches of tail before this is all over. $$-wise, that could be 1500$ dollars worth of cat tail. The vet also says she heard a heart murmur.
My boy... my beautiful boy... *clings to her kitty.* He's supposed to live to be 22 at least! He's only 8! These things can't be happening! He's still under warrantee!
really... i've not told my family about things with Vermont, b/c it's all so vague still... or at least it was before the trip. It's way less vague now, but still not grandparent-proof. I'm so scared to tell them-- they've done so much for me here. I don't want to jerk them around. I don't want them to shoot it down. I don't want to have to choose a PRAY i'm making the right choice, b/c while they'd be there for me, i don't want to fail AGAIN and come home AGAIN and have them never trust me to do anything ever for the rest of my life and have them treat everything like a failed idea before it starts b/c they ALREADY do that and ... guh. *thumps head.* But not telling them is getting to me big time. I feel like such a liar.
i've gotta run and write a minimum of 7 pages of macro-economics paper.... or i'd give you guys the full spectrum of hope that is Vermont.
Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BLUE!!! (Belatedly, but i had no int0rwebs during the travelling.)
Thirdly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VCHAN!!! (Belatedly, but i've got a theme going.)
Okay. I went to vermont. I love vermont. I love Kevin. I love kevin in Vermont. It seems so... optimistic at this point. I still need some more facts and actual commitments from my boss, but oh the possibilities!
On a less euphoric note, my beautiful boy, BERLIOZ got out while i was up in Vermont and go his TAIL stuck in ... something sharp?? The bone is exposed and the vet is talking about amputation. he's currently heavily bandaged (much to his annoyance) and may be loosing about 4 inches of tail before this is all over. $$-wise, that could be 1500$ dollars worth of cat tail. The vet also says she heard a heart murmur.
My boy... my beautiful boy... *clings to her kitty.* He's supposed to live to be 22 at least! He's only 8! These things can't be happening! He's still under warrantee!
really... i've not told my family about things with Vermont, b/c it's all so vague still... or at least it was before the trip. It's way less vague now, but still not grandparent-proof. I'm so scared to tell them-- they've done so much for me here. I don't want to jerk them around. I don't want them to shoot it down. I don't want to have to choose a PRAY i'm making the right choice, b/c while they'd be there for me, i don't want to fail AGAIN and come home AGAIN and have them never trust me to do anything ever for the rest of my life and have them treat everything like a failed idea before it starts b/c they ALREADY do that and ... guh. *thumps head.* But not telling them is getting to me big time. I feel like such a liar.
i've gotta run and write a minimum of 7 pages of macro-economics paper.... or i'd give you guys the full spectrum of hope that is Vermont.
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